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January 30 haiz....stupid bro, here i am already trying my best to be a nice sister and there he is always making me pissed off Z.Z since his at his puberty stage boy of course need to eat more right? i volunteer to give him part of my allowance and there he is always getting money from my father. we arent rich, thats why even if i don have enough money to eat i wouldnt take from my father. but he? his always taking money from him, he even ask my for money saying he was hungry... why cant he put himself n others shoes? but oh well enough of him ... 2mrw chemistry test sure die :X and when i say die is die :X its not like i didnt study or anything its jus im still not sure... when i mean not sure it means im not sure if im studying the main point. plus 2mrw chemistry is the first lesson T.T i totally had no chance to ask teacher... oh well good luck to me than :X 2day a new transfer student from china came to our class... he look really super confuse though since the teacher mostly speak in english and he dont understand ._.|| well best of luck to him than hope he catch up in school work... as for the manga i read today its rhapsody in heaven its about a girl who really love swimming so much that she would have withdraw symtom if she did not swim[kinda like a drug but in a different way] the rest you shall read it if ur interested... lol so much test coming up im still so free ~.~ anyway happy happy ^^
January 29 Z.Z.ZZnormal day normal life zzz ._. today physic test im not sure if i'll pass since there are a few question i dono :X if i pass i'll be really happy >< anyway skip the day ._. since today it was raining super heavily that my shoes, bag, everything was wet ._. oh well.... today i read a manga called midnight secretary its really nice !! i read it because i was waiting for the other manga i'm reading to be release its about a women i guess.. with a really children face the was a secretary of a really serious, womanizer, arrogant boss and rumor has it that he was really strict but after working for a day or two she found out that her boss was a vampire [when i mean by boss i mean the person she's working under] so wat will happen from now on o.o? i don wanna spoil ppl who come here but anyway happy happy i guess ...
January 27 manga manga manga :Xim here to update lol XD since im not sure if 2mrw im free to update since i have lots of drawing to draw :X plus chinese homework ._.|| and i still have maths and physic test :X but anyway i've read a manga on a forbidden love between a twin brother and sister though >< its quite nice i guess but its for above 18 lol, oh well who cares anyway its called boku wo imouto ni koi wo suru XD anyway happy happy ^^
January 26 happy birthday to me beloved brother :D
happy birthday to my beloved brother ^^ lol anyway i've given him his present :D January 25 normal normal normalnormal normal normal except for the fact that i have many drawings to do and chinese homework ._. sch same same ._. always cant wait to get home :X i read boku wa hatsukoi no kimi sasagu quite sad though... both parties >< since they really truely love each other but the male character doesnt want the female character to get hurt and the female character was afraid that the male character would leave her, as in die since the doctors say that the male character had a weak heart and cant live longer than 20. anyway im on to a new manga since im waiting for its update :X its called bokura ga ita nice story like i would usually say ^^ but the male character ._. seems so hard for the female character to catch it :X anyway singwei and zheng feng called me for badminton again lol XD they told me that we keep our promise and one week later here we are ^^ lol but they didn know that its actually the same week ._.||| but oh well XD we had fun since my bro join in too ^^ and my bro told me that he was a floorball captain in his sch cca lol Xd although he only like sec 1 ._. to those who want to know why he is the captain basically thats because floorball is jus created and only sec 1 join plus the rest of the sec 1 all pick him to do it lol and my bro also wanted to do it so there happy happy ^^
January 23 okok i guess o.olike usual ._. since we have history today my heart go sha lalalala make fun of me but this time i really don care ._. during chinese lesson my classmate (boys) i mean since im surronded by boys :X like reverse harem said the same thing ._. "are you from china?, why did you transfer to here?, you from express?" but i answered them anyway though i didn really show it, i was really happy since bit by bit i was making friends even when im not the one who initated. i read dracula as usual, its really exciting now the plot its tensing although it might end really soon. lucy, one of the character that was being suck by the dracula died, and turn to a vampire her self but in the book it was written as "un-dead", but the story starts off with jonathan harker the main character. he might be bitten by the court (court dracula) since there isnt any concrete evidence but there IS a possible since he fainted when he saw the 3 wifes of dracula and might be bitten, since the court told his wifes that the man which is jonathan is his prey. than the story goes on to mina murray, jonathan fiancee but in the end they married and she became mina harker. lucy as i was talking was mina's really best friend they really love each other. when mina found out that she died she was really heart broken but helsing, doctor that was invited by lucy's friend, seward told mina wat happen. okok really back to lucy, as i was saying become an "un-dead" she go around the town capturing childrens and sucking their blood leaving them really weak. authur, lucy's fiance in the end didn the holy job when helsing told him wat really happen to lucy. he using a stake and a hammer like helsing told him pierce through the heart many times and finally when the "un-dead" was officially dead they chop off her head so that there will be no chances of her surviving. you might think that what authur did was cruel but actually nop it pains his heart when he saw lucy in the state that she is... so if ur really interested XD read it lol if u don mind the lots of words :X and i read a manga called boku no hatsukoi wo kimi ni sasagu its super nice and sad though im still reading it so i wont give too much info Xd
January 22 sux sux sux sux >< pissed off a little ._.today as the usual ._. jus that at history i forgot that we had a test today :X so = no study :O but phew our teacher is a good one, he gave us 35min of revision and even go through the work with us so the test was pretty easy jus that today the my heart go sha la la la la sit beside me ._. not that i hate her or anything is jus that if she is so free to keep making fun of me why don she use tis time to study? instead of keep calling me huang fei hong where on earth do i look like him ._. i told her "if you like huang fei hong so much why dont you go watch his show?" than she replied "huh? what you say jus now?" i told her in a pissed off manner since my anger was like 1% ._. "if you have so much time to do this useless things go study instead" than she told me "if study already?" i wanted to answer her "you so smart get full marks la" but too bad i doubt she can get full marks with answer that are like 2 to 3 words lol nubass XD well im that kind of person that can control my emotion well lol Xd only on some occasion when im study and someone is purposely making lots of noises ._.
P.S if you're not sure who "my heart go sha la la la la" her name is sha sha and she was one of those girls that like to purposely make fun of me lol ._. it only shows how childish she is ._.
P.P.S since i'm typing on here although its open to public, its not like she know this web any way ._. no one in my new sch know anything personal about me Xd and thats one good thing ^^ January 21 SUPER FUN !!!!school was as the usual except for a little spark at lasr lesson which we had maths test, mr dickson wanted our class to have at least one person that scored full marks lol :X and he said that his other classes had 2 foreign student that scored full marks. he mark our paper in class, and i was last to submit which i be come the "last hope" of the class lol XD but too bad 1 more mark and i scored full :X and charles told me "you from china also cannot score full marks" than i was like "...." i am singaporean ok... jus because i might look abit light doesnt means im from china, japan, korea !! im not from any of this country >'< swt... than night was fun !! sing wei and zheng feng msg me at 8.31pm : "wan badminton we downstair ur home" than i replied "ok i coming" and its super fun lol we played we laugh we talked we played again and we drinked and we even played poker Xd lol but in the end good times had to end we went home with the last game of "cheat" and went home at 10.05pm. how i wish this kind of friendship would last for as long as it can last. since we are now from different school T.T i really mss them...
January 17 draculawoot sch pass by fast ,finally almost do not have to suffer since 2mrw we are let off early !! AGAIN lol i've been reading dracula by bram stoker woot it rox ^^ although the book is thick :X and some parts are boring but its soooooooo nice overall ^^ i brought the book dracula last yr for literature but i've only read until page 50+ :X jus continueing from it since the plot is getting better and better ^^ last yr literature our teacher also showed us the movie although its in black and white :X but i didn get the chance to finish the movie since i only watch 5 min of it ._.||| and than i start at the new sch at the foloing yr, which is this yr >< but i found the movie on google lol while searching for picture but i accidentally click on web instead of images ._.|| but oh well happy happy ^^
January 14 another sad day again...i wonder how long are they gonna keep bullying me ._. i didn even do anything rite or wrong or even talk to them and now they are bullying and making fun of me. to be true this should be my first time to have such serious bullying case but nvm gambatte ^^ i can survive i guess... i wonder why do they have such simple mind ._. their mind are like children, not happy with u or dont like the way u look and they will start bullying u, if they are so free to do such things, why cant they spend it on studies? at least i can do them more good than bad + it will also help them mature their childish mind into thinking how foolish and how stupid they look when they are bullying ppl ._. oh well guess i have to work harder from now on >< GAMBATTE !!!
January 12 sad...yesterday which is only like 1h ago sux. sch sux, today... art lesson which was suppose to be fun turns out really humiliating. it all happens at class, we had an artwork that need to be handed in so while having a free period i was editing my drawings. many ppl said that it was nice but to me i think it was ok... after finished editing i of course, close my sketch book and do u know what some of my classmate says? they say im very action, im in this sch not even for one month and now my life is gonna turn upside down because of this comment. most of the girl in my class were malays, and i treat all races with respect. its not like jus because they give this kind of comment i had to hate them, actually to me i really dont care. being bully, being make fun all this i dont care but if my life were to suffer because of this i care. but wat can i do now? during art lesson i was listening to the teacher and those classmates from my class was making fun of me. to me i feel really sad, i don care for comments on wat ppl say but im jus sad because i jus wanted to make some friends wats wrong with that? why is the pupils in my class brain not mature, cant they see that they are super childish? well i cant say much now but im really dissappointed and sad with my class.... jus when they give me hope that i was able to make friends, i was throw into darkness where everyone left me out....
January 08 pretty fun day?today i throw away my pride and sat down in the front when we were in the parade square >< phew nth much happen, although i've been make fun by a few boys. but who cares xD? later the dm (dicipline master) told my form teacher, my dickson that its weird for a girl to sit in the front where all the boys were so i was told to sit behind ~.~ later was english our teacher given ask a piece of homework but oh well its not much. history was fun although there was very very less chinese and most chinese took geography >< but oh well overall was fun. skip to recess, i saw mr. nicholas (CME,physics teacher) we have a few chat since his new in the school too. than lets skip everything and end this day xD
January 07 again a normal dayagain another added to my yet bitter nor colorful life, everyday is jus plain boring except for the fact that i get to watch anime every day ^^ art was fun :D really enjoyed art, 2mrw will be my doom day but i shall not care and i shall throw away my big yet small pride, for those who dono wat i mean, it mean im gonna sit with lots and lots of boys jus like reverse harem (but reverse harem is a girl surrounded by handsome boys >< while mines not) and finally i completed the drawing XD there are many version but i guess i jus put one of them up >< plz don laugh i know its ugly ><..
January 06 sleepy daytoday is a sleepy day Z.Z 2mrw sch sooo boring T.T but oh well, today played the com as usual and than i went out to buy some art material and some books found a super cute note book something like an exchange dairy but its still a notebook :D there ~.~
January 05 pretty much fun saturday?today is a boring day lol everything is normal ._. i've watched pokemon diamond pearl movie :D and its sooo sooo cool well some might think im childish. but oh well who cares? anyway, later that night went out with my cousin jasmine to eat lol XD quite fun but too bad her pokemon emerald was being restart and we helped her for a long time too but oh well wat done cannot be undone ><. for ppl who are wondering how old is jasmine shes only 10 lol shes not that old like me XD
January 04 fun day i guess?today first time line up in parade square, so confusing and we mus sit according to register number which is me the last one shall be surrounded by boys from my class and other classes, jus like reverse harem >< but i didn sit where i should be sitted lol but maybe on monday will be my dome day ><. first lesson was chinese period and our chinese teacher give us worksheet which is quite ez i think since i score fullmarks but for the others i don know. it doesnt mean that i am genius though lol... after that was social studies the teacher was setting up her laptop and the projector but the speaker had abit of problem and in the end, we had a free period. so taking this free period since there is no one i can chat i decided to read. however the class was noisy and i choose to ignore it, but who would have thought that some of the noise was directed to me. 1/4 of my class was calling me and asking my name so i told them but as usual many ppl seems to have trouble pronouncing my name so it makes me feel really embarrasing and awkward at the same time >< i am happy that they take the initiative to know me though.. later class time our form teacher was talking about our appearances, uniform etc. but since im a nerd (at least i think i am one) i have no trouble with my attire at all. later was recess time as usual i didn eat since i was with one of my classmate but i didn know her name, we were chatting well for abit though its quite fun to talk i guess. art is the most fun :D we were learning how to draw a very proportion human lol and i make no mistake :D happy, happy ^^ i love art sooo much :D. art is interesting, art is cool, art is full of things to do lol XD just thought of that rhyme o.o||
January 03 boring daytoday i meet up with sing wei to get some notes and than he needs hair clip cause he say 2mrw at (his)school go spot check lol than he beg me to help him buy the hair clip, later when going back i saw zheng feng and than the 3 of us chat abit. i really miss those memories ... although i might be quiet a loner in class but that doesnt mean i dont enjoy myself, there are of course time that i enjoy myself. as for school, school is boring, when i say its boring its totally boring >< since im i new transfered student everything seems so lost to me T.T but what choice do i have ? its a choice i made and i cannot regret it anymore but to strive forward. classmates in school seems so hard to get along, let alone making friends T.T teacher too seems a little hard to get along since they have been talking about their previous year which, i totally am not in it. overall the whole school seems abit too messed-up. pupils don queue like i do in my previous school which make it totally neat, but instead pupils jus go staight to the class when reaching the school and after recess. well at least the good thing is i get to be let off early, unlike 2pm usually release time we were let off at 1pm which is totally great :X i jus hope i score well in class but what about P.E on monday T.T i have yet to buy my P.E attire T.T someone help me im lost and there is no one i can turn to T.T
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