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September 23 i wonder....today one thing hit me during art lesson... why is reality weighing down my passion for art? some of my classmates drew very well and for me, to be able to see the process of an artwork is what makes the glitter of my eyes. i know that my art are pretty average and if i were to compare with my friend, i would feel miserable. However, the one i'm competing with, is myself... the joy to be able to complete an art of mine is wat makes me truely happy. Although for me watching anime brings out the most emotion in me, but art is another thing. It just give me a feeling that cant be explained. however, slowly by slowly the glass in my heart would shatter, it makes me feel that the kind of pictures im drawing looks like primary school student work compared to my schoolmates, but i know that isnt true. A human always admires one who can do better then him/her. i guess im the same too, the reason why im even posting this post is.... i really wonder if my passion for art only till this level? why isit that do i feel like giving up? am i afraid to see whats ahead of me? and am i afraid of failing art? or do i hate art myself? question like this always fills my mind but i know the answer deep down my heart is "NO". So... why do i feel this way? someone please help me (;_;) September 21 lanturn festival 'n' bienalle'08i wanted to post the pictures i've take in this post but i realize that there were as much as 42 photos :O so i'll put it in an album :) anyway i really enjoyed the bienalle [art exibition] held at city hall area. where all sort of artist from different countries art work are displayed there :D |
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